I went 2 Erotic Poetry. I ate a walfe and BBQ chicken wings. The name of one the poems was tongue technician. One of the poets was a teacher. She talked about swallowing in one of her poem. I enjoyed that. A poet said he wanted to spread her checks and tongue fuck her asshole. I'll buy that 4 dollar. When I see women with big asses, I wanted to lick their shitters. Last year there was a lady poet that was almost naked!!!!! I wanted to penetrate her. She wasn't there this time. There was a couple there that got married the year I was born!!! The host is my cousin. He is allowing me to perform @ the next poetry event. I talked to sum of the vendors @ the end.
I went to a masquerade party. I got the mask I wore last minute. The mask I bought from Etsy never came. It was the birthday party of a lady I use to dig. I wanted to give her a gift. She texted me not 2, because her boyfriend would be there. The gift I was going to give her was $.
I ate sum weed cookies, it kicked in hours later. I ate chicken wings, fries, and I drank Cherry Pepsi. I was the first person to dance. Then the lady I use to dig and her friend danced with me. Than other people danced. Then I got high and danced. I told people I was high. I was happy, until may heartbeat increased exponentially. So ate banana pudding and called the 9-1-1. A lady told me I will be alright. Someone offered me alcohol, someone else offered me water.
Then I was told to get sum air. I went outside. I was scared of getting robbed. There was a man and woman there; they said they wanted to be as high as I was. When I got in the ambulance I was paranoid. There were 2 paramedics. A white man and a white woman. I seemed like they were trying to confuse me. They told me we were going to Providence. So I called my mama and told her. They asked if I wanted to go to Beaumont because its quicker. I said go to Providence. I thought I was going to die, then I wanted to die, because my blood pressure was super high. I worried about my organs being harvested.
Once I got to Providence I was thirty. A white cop racially profiled me. He asked if I had weapons and he asked if I had pocket knife. He scanned my coat and I told him I got keys in my coat pocket. I asked the nurse 4 something to drink. She said I got to wait 4 the doctor to c me. That seemed like an eternity. The nurse was wearing blue. I touched her side, then I went to a universe where we were having sex. I was seeing parallel realities @ the time. I would move my head back and forth and yellow/red boxes would come out of them. I forgot who I was and traveled in my memories and I saw my body in the hospital room. Maybe I experienced ego death. Then I stuck in time loop(breaking the universe). I thought it was hell and the final reality. The same thing kept happening over and over again. I thought I cracked the code on universe or something incoherent. I was rubbing my dick when a nurse told me to hold on. I imagined I put my dick in her face. I was given water later. My mom and brother was there than. I did silly stuff and my brother said they gone put you in the psych ward. My mama's friend came to c me. She told them she was her cousin. I thought they told me I had diabetes. But, someone asked me because my blood sugar was high. Then I slept at my mama's house. They never gave me back my ID and insurance cards. I thought they was keeping it so I could be a part of realities exploring team.
I was bothered by the lady I use to dig not being concern about me, but it was her birthday party. But now I just won't go to any of her events. I was digging her a bunch!!!! I wanted to tell her: (I know we can never be, but I wish we was.)
Sunday
I went to the Hampton Brunch. I ate link sausages, beacon, eggs, patty sausage, salad, omelette, chicken wings, potatoes, danish, cupcake, and drunk lemonade. I thought it was free, but it wasn't. It was $33. We had a meeting @ the table and I founded out about a party. I wanted my dad to come, but he was baby sitting. I should have told him to bring the baby. I was still high, so I did something strange and a lady saw me. Then I acted normal.
My dad picked me up and took me to Aunt Pat house. My cousin was over there and the helper. 3 of my cousin kids came over. One of them is pregnant. Another one of them has a girlfriend. The youngest one came by himself. I told about what happen with the edibles. I'm high as I type.
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